Diary 14th - 20th April - Mercury Attacks!

Diary of a poisoned body....

This past week I have been learning a lot about my body's own natural detox process... As you know I am still awaiting amalgam removal (1st 2 due to be out in 3 weeks time! The worst 2 :) The original root canal & decomposing amalgam that started the trouble)
You should not really attempt chelating whilst you have amalgams in as you will be drawing more
metal from them into your system & could end up with a higher load which is dangerous, fatal even..
But I was sooo ill on deaths door that I felt I had nothing to lose by trying to do something, I would rather die trying than suffer the long drawn out daily torture that I was experiencing..

A few weeks ago, while awaiting treatment plan for dentist, I started to drink Chlorella water 3 times daily... Wow could I feel that pulling the metal out! Esspecially from my jaw & brain area & also my upper back.... I could feel all the mercury mobilised in my body which brings unusual side effects but I preferred them to how I was feeling normally... Just getting more & more loaded in the brain & feeling like a vegetable that couldn't stand up properly or lift my head up, groaning in pain like a zombie with numb limbs... So anything was worth a try & I wouldn't have minded dying anyway, however I will highlight again that it is dangerous to try & chelate pre amalgam removal....

The first week of my experimentation was wobbly & a bit scary but after a week I kind of got into the system of my body & understood it more & managed to balance my efforts to get an even keel going in moving this stuff through the body & out... But it was like learning to ride a bicycle! Chlorella is a green algae full of minerals & nutrients, a true superfood. It is used to flush out the mines to draw out the last bits of metal so I thought that would do for me.... Tastes disgusting the first couple of goes, I was holding my nose & gagging over the sink.. But after a couple of days your body knows its good so the taste actually becomes welcomed! You can really feel this stuff pulling it out & reducing pain where mercury has been stored..... 

As well as the Chlorella I also used cellular liquid zeolites which are little geometrical cages that also trap the metal and pull it put of your cells.... Now I was pulling away the pain but getting really really wobbly again & felt really toxic, in cycles... But I was still so happy that I could finally affect this problem in some way...I had to work on my gut to avoid reabsorbing my collection
 of chelated mercury, the gut reabsorbs the toxins & Redistributes them causing more pain & symptoms... I found out the hard way that my gut & liver need a lot of help with this! But at least it helped me to identify any blocks in my natural detox pathways.. 

I had pulled mercury from its usual hiding places but the hard metal stiff pain in my digestive area was not pleasant... I upped the probiotics I was taking, wasn't producing enough kefir to keep up with my requirements so I ordered some in... Inliven... Superb product although expensive at £35 for a 
months supply (add that to all the other things needed to deal with mercury, this is an expensive trip!)
I immediately felt the benefits of this product, things were moving down there! I also upped my intake of Aloe Vera 100% juice, 2 or 3 shots a day rather than just 1. I did daily coffee enemas to 
help clear toxins & nourish my liver.. More about enemas on another page soon... I put my morning 
super smoothie later in the day as its so super it made me feel like I didn't need to eat much & if you are chelating mercury naturally you really need to make lots of poo or the mercury will not get out of you! So started eating lots of fibre during the day & adding smoothie later on as a super snack.. I will add recipes of the smoothies & juices that kept me nourished & alive throughout the hard times.. Not to mention the Distilled water that got me up & walking again.. That deserves a whole page to itself. 

Ok, so I had experimented with chelation which confirmed my diagnosis even more, I could move this thing :) Yay! But I had to stop as I still had amalgams in & my dentist told me off as well as the others in the online support groups :-/  follow - MERCURY ATTACK!!

Oh my god, it's hard to explain how I felt over the next 2 weeks.. I was already bad & incapable of leaving the house but this took it to another level as my mercury levels piled up again... Prickly skin that can't breathe, total fatigue that means you any walk 2 steps without hitting the floor like a lead 
balloon... Electric head & buzzing ears ... Torturous pain... Brain damage!! Memory completely gone, couldn't even think to write a shopping list, in fact would stare at the pen & paper in my hand & not remember why they were there, my daughter had to remind me 5 times over that I was writing a shopping list... Felt like an axe had spliced my mind... Could only lie down staring at the wall with no thoughts other than 'shit, my brain is going again, it's too late to fix this... & worrying that dementia would be put on my medical notes rather than the truth of chronic toxic mercury poisining ... Dementia ward on the horizon with shit diet, more toxins & grumpy carers sticking enemas up my bum.... Would rather finish myself off before that.... But I felt it coming :( 
My body & brain were in so much pain & mercury madness had set in, I was angry & wild & crying & snapping at loved ones who said the wrong thing or did not understand.. Lots of apologies & hugs during this time.... I needed friends to come & do housework as I couldn't stand or think & my flat was getting into messy chaos! If I picked something up off the floor I would just stare at it and be confused as what to do with it.... I'm usually a domestic goddess for goodness sake! Have run a house on my own for years, chasing after children, working, cooking for hundreds of people a week, I love a tidy house but this stuff really fucks your whole life up.... Now having to get people to help make sure I have meals ready to eat in the fridge as days can go past where I don't eat as much as a mercury poisoned should.. Causing 
further backlog of toxins... Vicious cycle.... Lucky to have good friends but hate having to live like a baby :(

However, after a really toxic scream & pain session I managed to get my natural detox system kicked back into action, slow as it is but it will do for now as I wait for amalgam removal... After a really good day of pooing after 3 good meals I managed to push a load out.. For now! The past 4 days I have been at my peak, which is still crap compared to normal people but means I can at least relax & my cells are smiling with relief ... I can just about manage my washing up once a day but it's like climbing a mountain... And I can read, meditate, and write this blog entry :) But this is a cycle so am 
holding on tight for the next bout of discomfort but will ride it out.... Am excited, impatient & scared of life after amalgam removal.. The detox will be hard but I can't stay as I am so will be giving it all Ia good go :)